mistresscatgirl

It's been a while. I'm doing my blogging aver here http://agirlofmanyinterest.blogspot.com/ if anyone is even reading this anymore.

I wanted to give y'all a head's up to an upcoming sale that I'll be posting next week. Lots of goodies.
Hope everyone has a great weekend.

I haven't been writing in my journal well because I kinda out grew LJ. It was fine and dandy when I was into Lolita but now that I've out-grown Lolita I've out-grown LJ. I have a ton of clothes that I still need to sell. I have been making post on a regular base but it seems some chicks want things for free. Yeah not happening. Ive been thinking about opening an Etsy store so that I can post that stuff for sell even if it takes me a while to sell it. Well just the home made stuff. Accessories I'd have to sell on the comm.

I still appreciate the aesthetic of Lolita but feel that it's not for me. I've always loved the 50s and feel that's a much more age-appropriate style of clothing. I love the fact I can still wear crinolines and feel all girly.

I'm a cat person all the way. I have been since I was old enough to hold animals. I just find that although cats can be finicky about their moods they tend to have a better range of emotions. They can express their feelings better. They can also tell tell humans emotions better.

All the flipping cardboard boxes we used for moving. There isn't a recycling center out here so I've had to throw them out with the regular trash. It sucks. I feel so bad for not recycling. We would like to start a recycling pick up but we're living in a conservative state and don't want to stir pot too much.

Sean Connery. He's in his 80's and still has some of that sexy appeal of when he was THE Bond. No one can come close to his embodiment of Bond.

Our reception is like 4 weeks away. Things finally feel real. In a couple of weeks we'll be celebrating our 1 year anniversary. It sure doesn't feel like we've been married for a year. Time really does fly sometimes.


I think I'm officially over my Lolita phase. I'm going to sale most of my wardrobe this week. I just don't need anything and it's taking up vital storage space in our hobby room. Whatever I don't sale is getting boxed up and put into the garage. I'm working on getting my vintage/retro wardrobe going. I'll be making most of my clothes. Luckily Ive been collecting patterns over the last year and have found a few actual vintage pattern cheap on Etsy. I've started a new blog over here I feel like I have more privacy there to be honest. It allows me to be myself.

I hope that once I bring children into this world society as a whole will change/shift to something much more positive. Right now, society is consumed with itself and no one has any charity left towards their fellow man. I hope that I can teach my children kindness, morality, and a compassion for their fellow man. I know I try to be a better person but it is a very hard thing to do. It' easy to be uncaring and selfish. Hopefully when I have children I will be able to instil a sense or morality, dignity, respect, and humility in them.

Our reception is less than 2 months away. I want to lose about 20 lbs before the reception. I started walking yesterday. I walked 1.2 miles yesterday. I walked to the post office and back with out much trouble. I should probably wear warmer clothes though. I am going to stop drinking coffee, eat very little to no candy, try to cut back on eating bread and unhealthy snacks.I already drink lots of water but may need to drink more. I don't want to take diet pills. They only work for about 4 months and I don't learn self control. I need learn self control and to eat on time the same time every day. This year I decided to work on my self-esteem not just lose weight. I know I can have more confidence in myself but I need to learn how to love me for who I am.
Wish me luck.

"Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds." J. Robert Oppenheimer after the atomic bomb was created. These aren't words to live by but a warning of sorts. Our lives and the lives of our children were changed from that day on.

JESSE GOT A JOB!!!! I am so thankful. I have been praying and made a manda to the Virgen de Guadalupe. I promised he my hair and that I would stop drinking for three months if she helped Jesse get a job and helped us stay here in our home. I have short hair. I need to have it evened out but that will wait til later. I'm so happy. Jesse starts work on December 19th. It's the morning shift so we'll be getting up early. It's also a temp to hire job so hopefully he'll get hired after the three month probation.

The reception is still on. My mother-in-law is paying the down payment tomorrow. Now we just have to save and figure out what to do.I'm so happy.